Jan 22, 2010

Struggling...

Today is 22/1/09

I am suffering from headache....

I do not have proper sleeping time anymore....

Because i m skipping every class... i wake up n sleep whenever i want....

Due to excessive reading of notes and books...

I have been stuck in my room for a long time....

I have delivery for my lunch n dinner...

I don even go out anymore...

It sux to be awake when everyone is sleeping n sleeping when everyone is awake...

It feels like i have lost contact with the world....

Pls somone help me....

END THE EXAMS ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

all this for my goal of FOUR POINT ZERO!!!!

i feel like giving up.... its really taking its toll on my mind....

thats all... just posting to let myself know i m still alive....

chiao....

Jan 17, 2010

That Naive Lil boy....

Some ppl just cant stop hoping...... waiting for miracles to happen....

Jan 14, 2010

O.O

Finally get to watch Avatar yesterday..... oni watch it in 2D bcoz Ipoh has no 3D..... it was still amazing though.... cant imagine what will happen if i watch it in Times Square I-Max Theatre....I will probably go...

Well hopefully i'll have the chance la... hehe....

chiaoo....

Jan 10, 2010

No movies....

I guess i will neva be able to watch.....


after waiting for one week... n ABSTAINING and CONTROLLING myself from watching it in PPS juz to watch it in the cinema.... because of certain reasons... i wont be able to watch it this week also.... n nx week i m going to be close to my finals n the movie probably nt in cinemas anymore since Ipoh cinema's are... vry 'updated'... they need to replace the movies fast due to limited cineplex...hehe...

haiz.... i m getting used to unkept words.... nx time i wont put such high hopes on words anymore.... 'alah bisa tegal biasa'... is this the correct peribahasa??? long time neva read malay...

nvm... maybe one day i will find someone who really enjoys watching movies as much as i do...^^...

oh well... i m going to sleep faster n end the misery faster... who knows i might dream the entire movie in my mind...=.=...

chiaoo....

Jan 8, 2010

Reason

One of the reasons why i don upload pics nowadays..... my 2 female friends...


Shan May

AND



Grace
upload the pics in facebook faster than the speed of light.... before i can transfer the pics from my hp to my lappie.... the pics have already been commented on Facebook....=.=!!! so wats the point rite? hehe....

thats all... juz wanna increase my number of post... chiao....

Dec 31, 2009

Last Day....

Well today is the last day of 2009..... 31 December 2009....

2009 is another bitter-sweet year for me n i think for all of us....

My first day of 2009 was spent in Portuguese Settlement(after countdown)

Among the notable things that happen this year are....

January- started my 1st job ever.. working as a handphone and DiGi promoter in Beyond.com

February- i think this is the month that i really gt closer to her.... most of my sweetest memories in 2009 fills up this month.... i juz love the way u would stay up all day n all night just to accompany me......
March- Stopped working to go on a trip with my 4 buddies..... Matthew, Ming Zhe, Thye Siang and Kerk.....

April- She went off to NS i think..... ntg much else happened

May till June- Only manage to chat with each other for bout 2 days every week.... but still ever the more memorable n meaningful..... Saturdays n Fridays were the most important days of my life throughout this period..... and also went out for LOTS n LOTS of outing wif my frens until we gt bored n ran out of ideas wat to do......


June- I think this is the most significant month of 2009, the day i started a new life with a bunch of really really great n new friends in UTAR, Kampar. 1st week was quiet..... juz stick wif my fellow friends from Melaka..... 2nd week i gt to know Han Sheng n Wei Kian.... n then the network juz kept growing.....

July till August- Enjoyed my new life with my new frens, eat, study chat and doing all sorts of stuff together...... and also the disagreements between me n her started to grow......


August- The most bitter month of my 2009.... i dunno if i'll ever get over u.... it doesnt help that i remember almost every single thing u said..... =( a part of me is dead with u forever... no one will or can ever be the same as u....but its also the month that i learn to be happy for others instead of myself.....


The months after that....only things that happen are my Final Exam.... studied like hell bcoz of last minute sudying and oso my sem break..... EXTREMELY great time in Genting with my frens....

Now its 31 December..... i hope at least this last day will be another happy one.... this few days.... haizz... my test results n presentations also not convincing.... feel like punching myself...hehe^^

u see i had one picture in this post.... i was trying to upload pics for this post but the friggin connection just wouldnt let me.....ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz.....

so once again... READ ESSAY....=.=....

vry vry sorry.... once again.. i hope 2009 will end happily for me n also all of u.... thats all chiao....

oh yea... how can i end this without wishing all of u a

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!

Dec 26, 2009

Salute ^^

I am in the middle of completing my Marketing Assignment and combining the parts that have been done by my fellow group mates. While correcting some of the parts, I've suddenly realised that some of my friends are really determined.

One of my friends, although English is not his best language and quite limited (i think he is improving everyday ) he never use it as an excuse to not do his part. You can see that he really tried his best to convey his ideas and all i need to do is just correct the structure. Thats all i ask for, at least try to do the thing urself and not just copy paste an article from the Internet for me. As though i cant type in Google. I really admire him for that, compared to others who claims to have better English but just keep complaining that they cant find the information.

And for my Press Conference, i was too busy worrying about whether the others can deliver their speech correctly that in the end i m the one who spoke too softly and fast.... haiz..... i've seen the video and both of them did really well. From today onwards, i wont slack in my own preparations anymore.

There are many more things from others, its endless....... maybe one day i'll find time to talk bout it.....

All in all, I feel that most of my friends try really really hard and work really really hard to make up for their own weaknesses. If it was me, i would have just brush everything aside and let it be. I learn more things from them than they do from me..... Things they do, i don think i can ever emulate them...

Gary.... u need to work harder... or last sems result will be ur best for the nx 4 years.....

ok type too much boring stuff again.... i need to get back to my assignment....

chiao....