Nov 9, 2010

Distractions....

I am starting to feel i am under-stressed..... while i see ppl saying that they are getting extremely busy, lack of time, stress-ed and etc because of mid term n assignments..... i m doing ntg....

all my mind is thinking about when i m free is

i juz keep thinking about how am i going to get my darn players to win a damn match!!!!!! i decided to manage Liverpool bcoz i thought i could be a better manager than Roy Hodgson... but damn... the Liverpool team sux big time.... haha

Besides that.... i m oso in the final season of Lost....

haih.... i spend my weekends and even today doing nothing xcept watch Lost n play Football Manager... while my frens are busy discussing bout their moral campaign (diff group)...

why am i so free when everyone else is busy??? this is bad..... XD

chiao.... Japanese mid term is on thursday.... haven touch...=.=

sayonara!!!!!

Nov 4, 2010

Skipping classes.....

I have only attended a total of 1 and a half moral class after 2 weeks... and i will not elaborate further on other subs....

So i am here to share some of my thoughts.... its going to be quite long n dull.. but i juz feel like expressing my opinions in my blog...

For me, i skip classes because sometimes i do not see the point in attending the lectures at all.... in lectures, the lecturers are trying to teach us by helping us understand from his/her point of view... but i feel that in our studies, the best way to learn something is finding our own ways to understand that topic... everyone has their own methods... therefore i prefer to study myself...

I have listen to ppl telling me that they do not want to skip classes bcoz they are good boy/girl... but then if we attend the lectures and still end up talking,sleeping n mobile fb-ing... then i might as well sleep on my comfy bed and fb on my laptop.... going to classes does not give u better results, wat u do during the lectures is wat determine the results....

but then who am i to be saying all this crap rite? my results are just average.... who am i to be telling ppl on how to get good results? i know there are many ppl with CGPA of 3.8 n above n are very proud of it... well, congrats to u ppl... well done...

i personally do not judge my results based on the CGPA... instead i prefer to look at our input:output ratio... means the number of hours spend studying (input) and our CGPA (output)...

everytime during the study week, or days near the exams, assignment deadlines etc... there will definitely be ppl complaining "i m going to die soon"... "stresssssss"....n resort to locking themselves up n studying like mad for many many many hours per day... ok... some of them get the desired results.... 3.0 and above and they are satisfied.... and then there are those who are still having fun n get decent-average CGPA... and some fail some subs....

in university i always tell myself that if i compare my input:output ratio to others, than mine will definitely be one of the best if not the best.... HOWEVER, i hav finally seen someone who put less input than me n get better output...therefore i will be working harder nx sem... i m going to stop lying to myself n work harder....


IMHO... come on la... we only hav 4-5 years of uni life and then its working time....we're definitely going to be busy at that time trying to earn a living and putting food on the table for our families.... AND THEN... we prepare to depart from this world.....

at this moment.. when i am at my deathbed... i think the question i will be asking myself is...."have i enjoyed this life"? "how was my schooling and University memories"? and not "did i get 3.8 and above CGPA" or "have i earn more money than everyone else"?

therefore,i feel that.. so wat if we fail sometimes or get bad results.... (ok i don wanna fail either ok... i will be vry sad as well) at least at the end of our journey we can tell ourselves that..

"~YES, I HAVE MADE THE MOST OUT OF MY LIFE~"

so who cares if during the process we fall sometimes.... as long as we reach the destination before everything ends....

chiao...

Oct 26, 2010

Sigh....

finally hav time to blog... since i am waiting in the ict lab for my nx class to start....

btw i injured my damn leg because of futsal...i grazed the area near knee... its juz a normal skin injury actually... but coz its at the joint area... it hurts when i bend my knees... now i hav to limp like an idiot in campus.... and also roll my pants up slightly....=.=

anyways... i m taking 4 subs this sem.... all are non-CGPA related subjects since its the short sem..

relax eh??? NO!!!!!!! alot of assignments and presentations in juz 7 weeks and a campaign too....

okie.... i m done updating.... the strangers around me are staring and wondering wat i m typing... so i m going to put an end to their curiosity....

chiao.....

Oct 15, 2010

Zzzz

I think i m suffering from depression.....

In 2 days time i will be going back to the HOUSE WITH NO INTERNET CONNECTION!!!

arrghh.... pls pls pls pls tell me they've repaired the damn connection....

Oct 11, 2010

I wish....

I WISH I CAN READ PEOPLES THOUGHTS!!!!!!!!

Oct 6, 2010

Feel Again

I first heard this song in a Star Movies advertisement.... i think its really good... wanted to put this in my blog so it would auto play...

but then... i notice that it'll be vry irritating when someone has to keep listening to it when they view my blog....

therefore i have taken out all music frm my blog... XD... why force ppl to listen if they don like it rite...

anyway here's the song with lyrics.... =)

Oct 5, 2010

Finally...

See... i've finally manage to muster some initiative to update my blog n oso change its layout...

So why did i decide to change it?

Bcoz Cheng Shan May has been saying that my blog looks dull for a long time..... so i decided to change mine too after she changed hers....

anyway... i chose white bcoz i wanted it to be as different from my previous layout as possible but with minimum changes.... white is the complete opposite of black rite? and oso switch the gadgets frm right to left... XD

PS-a certain someone said i pilih kasih coz i followed grace blog but din follow her.... but then when i look at my followers list... i don see that someone either... tsk..tsk...

thats all... chiao..... will hav a new post by tmr....