Every time when i am lying on my bed... i start to wish i have somebody(can be anybody) to talk to....
but then i know that even if there is someone who is willing to talk to me.... i wont know wat to say anyway....
its like.. there's a thousand feelings mashed up together n its impossible to put it into words...
i wonder if other ppl feel this way as well or i m juz weird....
There are so many things i wish to accomplish that instead of fulfilling them one by one, i decide to avoid all of them completely... and just do nothing.....
i always use a person to set a standard for myself... while i used to be equal if not ahead, now that person has improved by leaps and bounds and i m still stationary....
i think my development as a human has stagnated.....
HOWEVER...thank god... i am still capable of something that i am always good at... self-reflection... i review myself all the time... =)
therefore... instead of feeling sorry myself and putting up an emo post... i hav set up a plan for the new year....
i am definitely going all out to achieve it nx year... and i m confident of being able to do it....XD
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year in advance everyone....
chiao..... =)
