Bittersweet...

05/02/09
Heart felt like it was punctured on that particular day, all the emotions kinda spilled out...woke up feeling nothing...nt sad, nt happy, nt emo, juz empty.... was late for work too....

honestly din feel like talking to anyone.... oni talked to matt (through companies yahoo messenger) and a few frens who came to visit for the entire day...

sorry to someone for nt picking up the calls n replying to the msgs....went against my own words once again.... really feel guilty but really din feel like talking to anyone... "juz follow my heart"??? well i did... n if it din plz u... then vry vry sorry again... will giv a personal apology when my heart leads me the right way....






06/02/09

complete opposite of the previous day....felt really great to be in the company of my frens..... went back to school for CNY celebrations....okok i was locked out frm my own school for about 2 hours b4 i actually manage to 'seludup' myself in...haha....wat to do... no dyed hair allowed even with the caps....=.= went visiting to a few frens houses too.... FINALLY WON SOME MONEY!!!...pointless anyway... kerk manage to coax me into buying him the tallest burger i hav ever eaten at marrybrown....winning his money is no good man...hav to return everything to him...=.= ok pointless to talk so much crap.... i'll let the pics talk when i get them frm Mau(he's too tired to send them today)....



oh yeah b4 i end this post... juz wanna show something i found frm my drawer.... its an old piece of paper which me n ming zhe scribbled on... talking absolute crap during english lesson...i tored a piece of paper frm my essay book n threw it away... so ming zhe picked it up n wrote some crap...which i replied...hehe... its nt particularly funny or special in any way... but kinda nostalgic (to me)...love pics frm the past...brings back memories....


the one underlined in red is ming zhe, the green is me.... purple is shanwayne... who SS at the end....

thats all... chiao... will put up pics of CNY in school soon... OH WAIT WAIT..... thx to shaun n matt for fetching me around the entire day... really happy to hav frens like this after such a strange day previously....^^

sry ah... my usually reliable EQ brokedown.... don wry... a few more days like this n it will be better than ever....^^

Tmrw n tmrw n tmrw....(sounds familiar eh)

Ok...the longer i work the more that poem is starting to make sense..... time passes slowly while working.... haih...

sucky job samo... every week kena exploit.... 3 full days every week although its clearly stated in the contract 2 FULL DAYS per week.... driving to work every morning is so tiring.... can hardly open my eyes.... dahla tired.... sunlight shine directly to the eyes lagi...(sigh)....driving home frm work is the most lonely time ever....even turning the radio on doesnt help much... no thx to fly.fm.... 47 nights in a row n counting.... Balik balik that Archuleta win (love it or shove it).... darn voters wont get bored mia keep on listening to that 'a little too not over you'... U ALL EMO OR WAT!!!! go commit suicide la....(sorry ah archuleta fans... cant help it after listening to the same song for 47 nites)....

although i really hate to admit this... but sometimes really feel that being in school was more enjoyable....at least can see my frens there n talk when i get bored...here see the same 1 person everyday.... even if dunno answer during test, frens will giv answer, thx alot to the group who sit outside wif me during tests....(matt, ming zhe, shaun, deric, and cant remember d)...even class tambahan is better....haih... at least can look forward to going 'Best Delight' after xtra class.... now after work oni thing that happens is that archuleta song again....no strength to do anything else d...haha....

k la... actually juz complaining to waste time... ntg to do here (boss n colleague not in), zhi wei n casey off samo.... hav to look forward to eating both meals alone again..... n to Nanami.... thx for the pics... at least killed 3 minutes of my BOORRING time....

school can ponteng anytime i want.... work wanna ask for leave for CNY oso cannot... off day bcome full day samo....curse the boss....school can sleep when sleepy.... here cant...haiz....

n of coz.. this is a PIC-LESS POST....i m sure u ppl don expect me to put pic of myself blogging or sitting down doing nothing or driving...=.=

A walk down memory lane....

Was browsing through my phones picture gallery while working the other day n found some nice pics of the years b4... so since the year of the Ox has began... i decided to put up some of the pics i took (some by my frens) during our schooling days.... the pics arent arrange in any particular order(coz i cant remember when most of them are taken anyway)

waiting for our PMR results....


Lepak after GETTING our PMR results.....
(kek like kena scold by Ming Zhe oni XD)


on the way to Prefect Leadership camp 2007


PBSM camp 2007... Jason clearly still energetic...
the same cant be said bout matt though....hehe the pic
is taken about 2 am i think....
SFI organising the annual MSSMNM ( dunno whether i gt this rite)
met me old kindergarten fren there...(shi min)

me n kinn weng manage to sneak into the VIP room
after the MSSMNM....those blokes in there were having
delicious food while ppl were running their lungs out...


kek wif another one of his self portraits...(no wonder my camera
is spoilt now hehe)


examining Cow parts during CSI:Malacca (form 4).....


won 2nd place....muahahaha (lost to geeks in form 5)


us putting a prank on pursho during a visit to Sunway UC
( shaun cant avoid laughing while trying to distract him so we could
put up the sign)



well some of u shud be getting bored with this by now... juz hold on ok... oni about 30 more pics to go... at the mean time i'll show u faces of ppl who feel as bored as u right now....


Jared

Joachim
Isaac
Jeremy

well these pics were actually taken in the bus... during our trip to a place i cant seem to recall....
so lets continue shall we....

KL trip organised by Me Elliot n Sukhveer b4 we took over the commitee board....
secretly took this pic while Jeremy Kek was trying out his pants...calvin looks like he was giving kek a (ahem)
head prefect surfing...(notice the blue screen?)
farewell dinner....2007
me n the other editors checking our school mag b4 it officially gets printed...

celaka...someone don trust his fellow editors...muz check himself samo....

getting excited by our final product....

Shaun foolishly getting his fingers stuck in the holes of a (i dunno wat u call those things...its used to draw circles)

miss the days when we go out for a drink after a tiring match,,,,


at INTI UC for Kursus Kepimpinan
Ming Zhe's house.....
ok thats the end of the interesting things during our school days.... time for the sucky part.....


the constant homeworks (nt like i ever finished mine anyway) n exams.... this is a pic of me studying for BM btw..in form 4...
the assignments n Folios...thats the condition of my table while doing my moral folio....
having our saturdays stolen by Pn Goh Chee Pengs 'kelas tambahans'
studying for exams....
burning the midnight oil with coffee...(thats a pic of a latte btw couldn find pic of coffee in me phone)

well all of u shud be getting bored by now... so here are another bunch of sleepy blokes... SPM clearly took its toll on even the smartest of ppl....


Kek on the last few days of school
haih sure burnt midnight oil....even geniuses like siva couldnt take the pressure...


Jared napping during BM tuition
Siva during Chem tuition...


HOWEVER....there are some of us who arent aware of wats coming up... (men chai si (hokkien))..no la we juz know how to manage stress oni ma...






oh well... i think thats all the pic i can find.....all in all... i had quite a great time in school... some nice experiences here n there.... some quarrels here n there.... but everything turned out rite in the end.... sitting right at the back of the class
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with shaun n iz in front of us had its ups n downs (mostly ups)...trust me thats the HOTTEST place in class... u might think the window brings in the breeze... but it either brings in no wind at all or it brings in STEAM.... i don think me n the portuguese ever paid attention in class...=.= not to mention do our homework... heres a basic convo of my everyday life wif shaun n iz...

Pn Goh Bee Peng : Class i want ur Add math book ah today....
Me :Die la Shaun... u did ur homework anot??
Shaun :Haha still at chapter 4( we were already at chap 6)
IZ: useless la u 2..............

ok that convo wasnt meant to be funny... juz to let u in to our daily life...haha.... its good to be sitting at the back though... no teacher pays attention there so we'll be copying(ahem) i meant discussing our answers....


well thats all for our secondary education... Year of the Ox is here... time for the next step...bb

Hehe...

Wow...i'm actually posting something frm my workplace....another day with few customer...and mate went out for his break...so here i am using the pc illegally to post something stupid....haha....

nt going to say anything...juz posting something stupid till its my turn to hav my lunch...haha...

finally have time or maybe energy to post this... completed my 1st week of work at last...it went quite well at 1st.... except for the constant stock checkings (had to squat all the time)... nt really any customers but wasnt really bored coz had great frens visiting almost everyday....so touched TT (ahem)...for those of u who din bother to come... err nvm... still fun without u hehe.... had frens accompanying me for most of my breaks... except for the morning shift on thursday....ate ABC alone at pinkberries....TT...how m i suppose to eat at 12 pm....its too early for lunch n too late for bfast...

so everything went ok for the 1st 4 days until they told me i was to be sent for the roadshow on friday, saturday n sunday....3 full days (no shifts) of pleading,begging and promoting postpaid plans to shoppers in mp... the target set for us was to get 15 persons to register.... expectedly i gt ZERO on the 1st day.... my record for the 3 days is as follows...

Friday-0
Saturday-2
Sunday-12

missed the target by 1 haha.... commision for each registration is rm10 btw.... kinda feel life is meaningless since the job started though (especially during the roadshow)...waking up at 6.30 in the morning n coming back 10.30 without any energy left is really irrittating....here are some pics on my 1st week...

the sight which greets me everyday.... EMPTY




testing out new phones...



my favourite 'toy' in the shop...brand new nokia 5800




my usual 'breakmates' hehe...




err matts EXTREMELY small bday meal during our break for the roadshow




celebrating jynn's bday at 3 rose after work





who says the supernatural don exist... wats that behind Jynn??

Pai seh....

err...sry for the BORING 2nd 3rd n 4th posts.... my hp camera is spoiled n bringing a camera around is too much of a hassle... hehe....

2 January 2009- Cring-cring....the interview

haha...this is the day my new year seem better.... was awaken by a call Beyond-com.... they asked whether i could go for the interview at Jusco at 2.30pm...well no doubt wat my answer was...

so there i was in Jusco....when i went in to ask whether it was my turn yet they said the interviewer hasnt even arrived n asked to come back after 15 minutes (so much for punctuality by my new boss) ...so went to meet Ming Ann at Popular(still skinny as ever) had a short chat n was back to Beyond after that...

wait wait n waited will 3.15.... so FINALLY my turn... talk to the guy for about 30 minutes.... n guess wat... i got the job....WEEE!!!!

so 1st interview 1st job....nt a bad start to the new year... gt a SECOND N LONGER nagging by my mom after that....but then lets nt talk bout that n spoil my new year rite....haih...

So anyone of u out there lookin for a new phone.....see u in MP...hehe

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