Heart felt like it was punctured on that particular day, all the emotions kinda spilled out...woke up feeling nothing...nt sad, nt happy, nt emo, juz empty.... was late for work too....
honestly din feel like talking to anyone.... oni talked to matt (through companies yahoo messenger) and a few frens who came to visit for the entire day...
sorry to someone for nt picking up the calls n replying to the msgs....went against my own words once again.... really feel guilty but really din feel like talking to anyone... "juz follow my heart"??? well i did... n if it din plz u... then vry vry sorry again... will giv a personal apology when my heart leads me the right way....
06/02/09
complete opposite of the previous day....felt really great to be in the company of my frens..... went back to school for CNY celebrations....okok i was locked out frm my own school for about 2 hours b4 i actually manage to 'seludup' myself in...haha....wat to do... no dyed hair allowed even with the caps....=.= went visiting to a few frens houses too.... FINALLY WON SOME MONEY!!!...pointless anyway... kerk manage to coax me into buying him the tallest burger i hav ever eaten at marrybrown....winning his money is no good man...hav to return everything to him...=.= ok pointless to talk so much crap.... i'll let the pics talk when i get them frm Mau(he's too tired to send them today)....
oh yeah b4 i end this post... juz wanna show something i found frm my drawer.... its an old piece of paper which me n ming zhe scribbled on... talking absolute crap during english lesson...i tored a piece of paper frm my essay book n threw it away... so ming zhe picked it up n wrote some crap...which i replied...hehe... its nt particularly funny or special in any way... but kinda nostalgic (to me)...love pics frm the past...brings back memories....
the one underlined in red is ming zhe, the green is me.... purple is shanwayne... who SS at the end....
thats all... chiao... will put up pics of CNY in school soon... OH WAIT WAIT..... thx to shaun n matt for fetching me around the entire day... really happy to hav frens like this after such a strange day previously....^^sry ah... my usually reliable EQ brokedown.... don wry... a few more days like this n it will be better than ever....^^
