Bittersweet...

05/02/09
Heart felt like it was punctured on that particular day, all the emotions kinda spilled out...woke up feeling nothing...nt sad, nt happy, nt emo, juz empty.... was late for work too....

honestly din feel like talking to anyone.... oni talked to matt (through companies yahoo messenger) and a few frens who came to visit for the entire day...

sorry to someone for nt picking up the calls n replying to the msgs....went against my own words once again.... really feel guilty but really din feel like talking to anyone... "juz follow my heart"??? well i did... n if it din plz u... then vry vry sorry again... will giv a personal apology when my heart leads me the right way....






06/02/09

complete opposite of the previous day....felt really great to be in the company of my frens..... went back to school for CNY celebrations....okok i was locked out frm my own school for about 2 hours b4 i actually manage to 'seludup' myself in...haha....wat to do... no dyed hair allowed even with the caps....=.= went visiting to a few frens houses too.... FINALLY WON SOME MONEY!!!...pointless anyway... kerk manage to coax me into buying him the tallest burger i hav ever eaten at marrybrown....winning his money is no good man...hav to return everything to him...=.= ok pointless to talk so much crap.... i'll let the pics talk when i get them frm Mau(he's too tired to send them today)....



oh yeah b4 i end this post... juz wanna show something i found frm my drawer.... its an old piece of paper which me n ming zhe scribbled on... talking absolute crap during english lesson...i tored a piece of paper frm my essay book n threw it away... so ming zhe picked it up n wrote some crap...which i replied...hehe... its nt particularly funny or special in any way... but kinda nostalgic (to me)...love pics frm the past...brings back memories....


the one underlined in red is ming zhe, the green is me.... purple is shanwayne... who SS at the end....

thats all... chiao... will put up pics of CNY in school soon... OH WAIT WAIT..... thx to shaun n matt for fetching me around the entire day... really happy to hav frens like this after such a strange day previously....^^

sry ah... my usually reliable EQ brokedown.... don wry... a few more days like this n it will be better than ever....^^

Tmrw n tmrw n tmrw....(sounds familiar eh)

Ok...the longer i work the more that poem is starting to make sense..... time passes slowly while working.... haih...

sucky job samo... every week kena exploit.... 3 full days every week although its clearly stated in the contract 2 FULL DAYS per week.... driving to work every morning is so tiring.... can hardly open my eyes.... dahla tired.... sunlight shine directly to the eyes lagi...(sigh)....driving home frm work is the most lonely time ever....even turning the radio on doesnt help much... no thx to fly.fm.... 47 nights in a row n counting.... Balik balik that Archuleta win (love it or shove it).... darn voters wont get bored mia keep on listening to that 'a little too not over you'... U ALL EMO OR WAT!!!! go commit suicide la....(sorry ah archuleta fans... cant help it after listening to the same song for 47 nites)....

although i really hate to admit this... but sometimes really feel that being in school was more enjoyable....at least can see my frens there n talk when i get bored...here see the same 1 person everyday.... even if dunno answer during test, frens will giv answer, thx alot to the group who sit outside wif me during tests....(matt, ming zhe, shaun, deric, and cant remember d)...even class tambahan is better....haih... at least can look forward to going 'Best Delight' after xtra class.... now after work oni thing that happens is that archuleta song again....no strength to do anything else d...haha....

k la... actually juz complaining to waste time... ntg to do here (boss n colleague not in), zhi wei n casey off samo.... hav to look forward to eating both meals alone again..... n to Nanami.... thx for the pics... at least killed 3 minutes of my BOORRING time....

school can ponteng anytime i want.... work wanna ask for leave for CNY oso cannot... off day bcome full day samo....curse the boss....school can sleep when sleepy.... here cant...haiz....

n of coz.. this is a PIC-LESS POST....i m sure u ppl don expect me to put pic of myself blogging or sitting down doing nothing or driving...=.=