Dec 23, 2010

Update~

It's the middle of the nite again.... same old prob... cant sleep bcoz i either WOKE UP LATE or SLEPT IN THE EVENING

Every time when i am lying on my bed... i start to wish i have somebody(can be anybody) to talk to....

but then i know that even if there is someone who is willing to talk to me.... i wont know wat to say anyway....

its like.. there's a thousand feelings mashed up together n its impossible to put it into words...

i wonder if other ppl feel this way as well or i m juz weird....

There are so many things i wish to accomplish that instead of fulfilling them one by one, i decide to avoid all of them completely... and just do nothing.....

i always use a person to set a standard for myself... while i used to be equal if not ahead, now that person has improved by leaps and bounds and i m still stationary....

i think my development as a human has stagnated.....






HOWEVER...thank god... i am still capable of something that i am always good at... self-reflection... i review myself all the time... =)

therefore... instead of feeling sorry myself and putting up an emo post... i hav set up a plan for the new year....

i am definitely going all out to achieve it nx year... and i m confident of being able to do it....XD

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year in advance everyone....

chiao..... =)