Update~

It's the middle of the nite again.... same old prob... cant sleep bcoz i either WOKE UP LATE or SLEPT IN THE EVENING

Every time when i am lying on my bed... i start to wish i have somebody(can be anybody) to talk to....

but then i know that even if there is someone who is willing to talk to me.... i wont know wat to say anyway....

its like.. there's a thousand feelings mashed up together n its impossible to put it into words...

i wonder if other ppl feel this way as well or i m juz weird....

There are so many things i wish to accomplish that instead of fulfilling them one by one, i decide to avoid all of them completely... and just do nothing.....

i always use a person to set a standard for myself... while i used to be equal if not ahead, now that person has improved by leaps and bounds and i m still stationary....

i think my development as a human has stagnated.....

HOWEVER...thank god... i am still capable of something that i am always good at... self-reflection... i review myself all the time... =)

therefore... instead of feeling sorry myself and putting up an emo post... i hav set up a plan for the new year....

i am definitely going all out to achieve it nx year... and i m confident of being able to do it....XD

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year in advance everyone....

chiao..... =)

Untitled

If something belongs to u... it'll always return to u.....

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to You~

Happy Birthday to You~

Happy Birthday to Shi Min & Shi Ting~~~

Happy Birthday to You~

You can do it....

due to my other commitments such as moral midterm, endless discussions for moral campaign, japanese presentation and the execution of the moral campaign itself.... i left myself with only ONE DAY to prepare for my p.malaysia mid term test....

However, i am not going to use that as an excuse to score badly.... i've done 24 hours of intense reading.... hopefully i can do well tmr....

my moral midterm was EXTREMELY bad btw.... i think its the 1st time in my life i cant answer ALL THE QUESTIONS!!!!! and its only 25 true/false questions.... haih...

Good Luck Gary.... u can do it... =)

chiao....

Why not me.....

ok... this is definitely my current favourite song.... i think it will be for some time.... absolutely love it..... finally found a song that replaces my previous favourite song which has been for about 2 years....





its really meaningful.... give it a listen...=) *added video with lyrics....*

Grrr

On Monday, i pledged to be vegetarian and eat only cereals for breakfast and dinner (lunch can be any meal provided it is vegetarian) for 2 weeks.... yeah..means no meat for me for 2 entire weeks starting monday(its been 3 days)...

but now.... my perseverance is being tested by.....


good old McDonalds has decided to release his brand new Burger for this month....

damn it McDonalds....

And NO thanks to CHENG SHAN MAY for posting and advertising that she hav tasted it in FB samo.....

pls pls pls Gary... RESIST!!!!!!!!!

thats all.... will update soon to report whether i managed to resist or did i decide to give in and sink my teeth into those juicy tender chicken patties *swallows*....

chiao....

If I Die Young....

Nice song... enjoy.... =)

Distractions....

I am starting to feel i am under-stressed..... while i see ppl saying that they are getting extremely busy, lack of time, stress-ed and etc because of mid term n assignments..... i m doing ntg....

all my mind is thinking about when i m free is

i juz keep thinking about how am i going to get my darn players to win a damn match!!!!!! i decided to manage Liverpool bcoz i thought i could be a better manager than Roy Hodgson... but damn... the Liverpool team sux big time.... haha

Besides that.... i m oso in the final season of Lost....

haih.... i spend my weekends and even today doing nothing xcept watch Lost n play Football Manager... while my frens are busy discussing bout their moral campaign (diff group)...

why am i so free when everyone else is busy??? this is bad..... XD

chiao.... Japanese mid term is on thursday.... haven touch...=.=

sayonara!!!!!

Skipping classes.....

I have only attended a total of 1 and a half moral class after 2 weeks... and i will not elaborate further on other subs....

So i am here to share some of my thoughts.... its going to be quite long n dull.. but i juz feel like expressing my opinions in my blog...

For me, i skip classes because sometimes i do not see the point in attending the lectures at all.... in lectures, the lecturers are trying to teach us by helping us understand from his/her point of view... but i feel that in our studies, the best way to learn something is finding our own ways to understand that topic... everyone has their own methods... therefore i prefer to study myself...

I have listen to ppl telling me that they do not want to skip classes bcoz they are good boy/girl... but then if we attend the lectures and still end up talking,sleeping n mobile fb-ing... then i might as well sleep on my comfy bed and fb on my laptop.... going to classes does not give u better results, wat u do during the lectures is wat determine the results....

but then who am i to be saying all this crap rite? my results are just average.... who am i to be telling ppl on how to get good results? i know there are many ppl with CGPA of 3.8 n above n are very proud of it... well, congrats to u ppl... well done...

i personally do not judge my results based on the CGPA... instead i prefer to look at our input:output ratio... means the number of hours spend studying (input) and our CGPA (output)...

everytime during the study week, or days near the exams, assignment deadlines etc... there will definitely be ppl complaining "i m going to die soon"... "stresssssss"....n resort to locking themselves up n studying like mad for many many many hours per day... ok... some of them get the desired results.... 3.0 and above and they are satisfied.... and then there are those who are still having fun n get decent-average CGPA... and some fail some subs....

in university i always tell myself that if i compare my input:output ratio to others, than mine will definitely be one of the best if not the best.... HOWEVER, i hav finally seen someone who put less input than me n get better output...therefore i will be working harder nx sem... i m going to stop lying to myself n work harder....

IMHO... come on la... we only hav 4-5 years of uni life and then its working time....we're definitely going to be busy at that time trying to earn a living and putting food on the table for our families.... AND THEN... we prepare to depart from this world.....

at this moment.. when i am at my deathbed... i think the question i will be asking myself is...."have i enjoyed this life"? "how was my schooling and University memories"? and not "did i get 3.8 and above CGPA" or "have i earn more money than everyone else"?

therefore,i feel that.. so wat if we fail sometimes or get bad results.... (ok i don wanna fail either ok... i will be vry sad as well) at least at the end of our journey we can tell ourselves that..

"~YES, I HAVE MADE THE MOST OUT OF MY LIFE~"

so who cares if during the process we fall sometimes.... as long as we reach the destination before everything ends....

chiao...

Sigh....

finally hav time to blog... since i am waiting in the ict lab for my nx class to start....

btw i injured my damn leg because of futsal...i grazed the area near knee... its juz a normal skin injury actually... but coz its at the joint area... it hurts when i bend my knees... now i hav to limp like an idiot in campus.... and also roll my pants up slightly....=.=

anyways... i m taking 4 subs this sem.... all are non-CGPA related subjects since its the short sem..

relax eh??? NO!!!!!!! alot of assignments and presentations in juz 7 weeks and a campaign too....

okie.... i m done updating.... the strangers around me are staring and wondering wat i m typing... so i m going to put an end to their curiosity....

chiao.....

Zzzz

I think i m suffering from depression.....

In 2 days time i will be going back to the HOUSE WITH NO INTERNET CONNECTION!!!

arrghh.... pls pls pls pls tell me they've repaired the damn connection....

I wish....

I WISH I CAN READ PEOPLES THOUGHTS!!!!!!!!

Feel Again

I first heard this song in a Star Movies advertisement.... i think its really good... wanted to put this in my blog so it would auto play...

but then... i notice that it'll be vry irritating when someone has to keep listening to it when they view my blog....

therefore i have taken out all music frm my blog... XD... why force ppl to listen if they don like it rite...

anyway here's the song with lyrics.... =)

Finally...

See... i've finally manage to muster some initiative to update my blog n oso change its layout...

So why did i decide to change it?

Bcoz Cheng Shan May has been saying that my blog looks dull for a long time..... so i decided to change mine too after she changed hers....

anyway... i chose white bcoz i wanted it to be as different from my previous layout as possible but with minimum changes.... white is the complete opposite of black rite? and oso switch the gadgets frm right to left... XD

PS-a certain someone said i pilih kasih coz i followed grace blog but din follow her.... but then when i look at my followers list... i don see that someone either... tsk..tsk...

thats all... chiao..... will hav a new post by tmr....

Gave it All Away

I am sure most of u have heard this song.... its a new one by Boyzone....

Gave it All Away...

totally love this song man... the lyrics are good.... =)

PS-i have no idea why the video is cacated (it appears fine when i m creating this post though)... i admit i m computer illiterate anyway.... but hey.... its a song.... LISTEN not see.... haha... the lyrics are still visible la....

=)

A nice story doesn't necessarily have a happy ending.... sometimes a great beginning is enough....

Memories are wonderful only because they won't or can't happen again....

Lol....

Its 5.30 am n i cant seem to sleep... grrr.... haven been rolling on my bed for hours.... maybe this is the result of stuffing my brain with too many graphs (microecons test in 6 hours time)....

So anyway.... i was rolling n rolling n rolling on my bed with all sort of random stuffs wandering around in my mind (taste of Ghany's Tandoori... is Holland going to win the world cup... how did germany lose.... graphs... bla bla bla) and SUDDENLY.... i recalled something....

i recalled someone's face.... well.. i remembered chatting with that person via webcam n suddenly that person broke down into tears.... haha... juz suddenly felt that moment was kinda funny n cute... =p... that silly face... haha...

and i noticed another thing... that person was suppose to be apologising but i ended up being scolded for being silent n forced to talk.... tsk..tsk...

ok thats all... hopefully i can sleep now...

chiao....

Guide 2 Life

arrgghhhh....

I

AM

DAMN

CONFUSED

sometimes i wish life is like doing exercises.... I dont need someone to tell me how to it.... but i need to know whether the decisions i have made is right or wrong....

If oni my life was like an exercise book.... so i can juz flip to the back n check whether my answers are correct.... if its wrong... then juz try again... but now there are no answers n no solutions.... haih....

ANYWAYS.....

I juz finish watching the anime Death Note (ok i admit i m outdated)...its really REALLY awesome... for those who like the movie... u'll enjoy the anime even more... it consist only of 37 episodes, so wont take much time ok....

i think itu saja.... ntg to say d.... i m going to do wat i do best.... sleep...hehe...

sleep-wake up-brand new day-feel much better.... XD ...

trust me sleeping is the best way to solve problems.... actually nt solve la... juz avoid.... thats why i spend most times sleeping nowadays.....

chiaoza.......

Copycat... hehe

Juz wanna mention something i notice....

Well... for those who might nt know.... in UTAR (n other universities as well i think) we hav to put a signature beside our name everytime we attend a lecture or tutorial to indicate our attendance....

So i juz sign my usual messy signature as usual for the first sem... and in the second sem i decided that since i m always skipping classes i would make things easy for my friends when they sign my attendance for me...

So i juz put a capital (G) as my signature.... i even gt all my attendance erased once because the lecturer suspected i m skipping class bcoz my signature is so simple...

but then this sem (3rd sem) i notice many ppl hav COPIED the way i sign.... a girl even signs EXACTLY like mine... with a letter (G) even though her name has no G in it... WTH... and then i hav also seen an S and a P... and other letters as well....

And for those of u who watch the anime Hitman Reborn.... in the latest episode (180 i think).. gokudera's tutor is called G as well....

OM(G)....

haiz.... so much for originality.... thats all i wanna say.... ntg really... juz surprised at the impact of my simple signature... XD

chiao

Clash of the Titans

I gt to watch it at last.....

Overall the movie was ok oni la....

Nt going to comment much on the fact that the kraken does not really exist in Greek mythology...

But.... they wasted so much money on the CGI effects to produce the big thing only for it to be defeated in ONE blow..... OMGGG
Heck... even medusa and the scorpions manage to do more damage.... ok... thats all.... chiao...

My laptop.....TT

HAIIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...... my laptop has gone 'kapoot'.... well it din exactly burst into flames or blackout... or else i wont be able to post this update.... however i need to type fast.... because it WILL go kapoot in bout 20 minutes time.... i dunno wat has happen to my precious laptop.... it gets hot extremely fast and will turn off automatically to protect itself (good thing actually)....

wat puzzles me is before this it can go for days without going off and now it turns off after 15-20 minutes???? less than one year old n stamina so low d.... haiz....

maybe i shouldnt have turn it on for so long last time.... really regret man.... pls pls pls recover.... i will turn u off when i go to sleep ok lappie.....

therefore i will be sending it to the service center in Ipoh on saturday since i m going there to watch clash of the titans (2D)...

maybe this is a sign that i shud be STUDYING since the finals are juz 2 weeks away....

how time flies..... almost one year has passed since meeting this batch of wonderful friends....

therefore i will be enjoying all my remaining classes with them because I will nt be in the same class with some of them ever again....

k la k la better off now.... or else auto off again... sakit hati.... ARRGGHHH damn its going to be a boring week without my dear lappie.... i juz installed Devil May Cry 4 and Half-Life2 and this happens..... wtf man.... speechless....

oh yea oh yea... wait... Man Utd are playing against Bayern now... nt going to watch coz i know the mamak is going to be loaded anyways.... juz wanna say that i couldnt care less if they lose... i really don keep up with football nowadays.... so don bother posting stupid comments on Facebook IF they lose OR win....bcoz i know the first ones who will start barking are the numbtard liverpool fans...their pathetic team couldnt even beat BIRMINGHAM after all the teasing bout Man Utd losing to CHELSEA... thats y i say i don blame them.... the liverpool fans are really pitiful.... if they don start barking like idiots after man utd lose they wont hav another chance... they cant even boast that that they beat birmingham... pfft....

ps- i think i hav been really guilty recently....nt going to say why.... maybe i've juz been a bad listener.... sorry for the (N)th time..... i am still here if u need me......

chiao.....

Movies

Here i m with another update.....

i din plan on updating anything actually since i m too darn lazy to put pics....

but since some of my frens said that they don mind reading essays as long as i update... oh well.... here is a simple update to pls u ppl.... ^^

i've been watching quite alot of movies lately.... nt new ones though... some are quite old....

i used to like movies with either action or comedy....

but i think nowadays i m starting to enjoy normal 'talking' movies... as long as the story has depth and it leaves a lasting image on my mind.....

so some of the movies i've watched lately are

the more well known ones which i watch earlier n did not like were

-From paris with love

-Pussy Jackson and bla bla bla

-Fourth Kind (quite ok until i found out it was trying to trick me... damn movie.... XD)

-Legion

-Book of Eli

-14 Blades

-True Legend

-Wolfman

movies in blue are downloaded, movies in red were in the cinema

but thos were the earlier movies which i watched.... i recently downloaded some really nice movies... some are old and less well known

-Shutter Island

-The Departed

-The Blind Side

-Brothers

-Bodyguards and Assassins

-Boogie Nights

these last few movies i watched were awesome.... especially those in Green..... but pls... watch at ur own risk... Shutter Island involves more talking and thinking.... if u're expecting the movie to spoon feed everything to u.... pls don watch it.... don spoil the movie..... The Blind Side and Brothers too.... almost no action at all n definitely no sex.... so once again... don watch if u like shooting n killing movies only....

Boogie nights however has quite alot of sexual content... bcoz the story is about the main character in the porn industry.... but if u are going to watch it for nudity... pls do urself a favour... go watch porn instead.... XD

anyway i still enjoy watching movies like Superman, Transformers and Iron man ok... i m juz saying these movies are great as well.....

so thats for the movie part.... nowadays i m watching almost ZERO football... i juz keep out with the results on the internet.... n i read lately.... Torres saying 'WE HAVE CONFIDENCE NOW'... after defeating BOLTON.... come on la eh.... i understand the lack of wins n u guys are out of EVERY(ok they gt themselves into the UEFA CUP) competition.... but PLEASE... u beat BOLTON nt Barcelona or Man Utd... so STFU.....

thats all for my essay now... chiao.....

Another Food for thought

Hi peeps.... juz a little idea for u guys/girls to think about....

will u pretend that u like to do something juz to get the attention of the person u like.... to show that u are perfect for him/her because the both of u enjoy the same things?? and then when both u are finally happily ever after together.... then u break it up to him/her saying u do not like this n that.....

well if u do... PLEASE DONT!!!!!

1stly u're lying to urself and worst of all u're lying to him/her.... in the end the other person will feel like he/she is getting another person from the one he/she likes... so please... juz be urself...

if wat u like doesnt match him/her so be it...... well... as the title goes... juz a lil food for thought....

thats all... chiao.....

Struggling...

Today is 22/1/09

I am suffering from headache....

I do not have proper sleeping time anymore....

Because i m skipping every class... i wake up n sleep whenever i want....

Due to excessive reading of notes and books...

I have been stuck in my room for a long time....

I have delivery for my lunch n dinner...

I don even go out anymore...

It sux to be awake when everyone is sleeping n sleeping when everyone is awake...

It feels like i have lost contact with the world....

Pls somone help me....

END THE EXAMS ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

all this for my goal of FOUR POINT ZERO!!!!

i feel like giving up.... its really taking its toll on my mind....

thats all... just posting to let myself know i m still alive....

chiao....

That Naive Lil boy....

Some ppl just cant stop hoping...... waiting for miracles to happen....

O.O

Finally get to watch Avatar yesterday..... oni watch it in 2D bcoz Ipoh has no 3D..... it was still amazing though.... cant imagine what will happen if i watch it in Times Square I-Max Theatre....I will probably go...

Well hopefully i'll have the chance la... hehe....

chiaoo....

No movies....

I guess i will neva be able to watch.....


after waiting for one week... n ABSTAINING and CONTROLLING myself from watching it in PPS juz to watch it in the cinema.... because of certain reasons... i wont be able to watch it this week also.... n nx week i m going to be close to my finals n the movie probably nt in cinemas anymore since Ipoh cinema's are... vry 'updated'... they need to replace the movies fast due to limited cineplex...hehe...

haiz.... i m getting used to unkept words.... nx time i wont put such high hopes on words anymore.... 'alah bisa tegal biasa'... is this the correct peribahasa??? long time neva read malay...

nvm... maybe one day i will find someone who really enjoys watching movies as much as i do...^^...

oh well... i m going to sleep faster n end the misery faster... who knows i might dream the entire movie in my mind...=.=...

chiaoo....

Reason

One of the reasons why i don upload pics nowadays..... my 2 female friends...

Shan May

AND



Grace
upload the pics in facebook faster than the speed of light.... before i can transfer the pics from my hp to my lappie.... the pics have already been commented on Facebook....=.=!!! so wats the point rite? hehe....

thats all... juz wanna increase my number of post... chiao....